Sun

It is a beautiful day today, I wish that I was ten so that I could enjoy it. To me the weather has become useless. It is either raining or snowing or it isn't, and that's about it. It is scary to think that if I don't have kids, the weather may never matter to me again.

Skin

                                             the skin flakes off my finger as I pick at it with nails.

               underneath
            is pink   taut       sensitive...
                                                        i wonder what i'd look like if i did this

ALL OVER.


                         how fun it would be to peel off all my skin
                                      i'd spend whole days scratching off the places i missed,
                                                  biting at my arms and hands.

i would save all of my old skin
and make something out of it.
                                                                       everyone will be impressed.

and

disgusted.